Dancing With A Horsefly

At the shopping mall

Photo by Sara Kurfeß on Unsplash

I wanted to be like everyone else:
Spiritual,
Strong,
Stable.

I walked into the shopping mall.
Scouting for life’s purpose.
Elevators to higher selves.

Salt lamp and crystals,
“The Third Eye” book,
Sacred Rebel Oracle.

I am ready.
I wake up at 04:00 am
I turn on the salt lamp and organize my crystals.

I play cards by the instructions and get to pick one:
I get a “Horsefly” card:
“The Dancing Goddess”

“Leave everything you do,
Dress up elegantly (in the way you love yourself)
Go straight to the shopping mall,
Stand still and wait,
Hold on.”

I get to the shopping mall,
I stand,
I wait.

The bodyguards don’t notice me,
People are passing by, thinking I am a doll.
Overall, I am proud of myself.

Overall,
I’m a good model,
A spiritual one.