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Anonymous Amour

Cormoran Lee
12 min readNov 11, 2019

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It wasn’t supposed to be a blog.

  • After not being able to effectively and openly communicate for 10+ years I decided to drain all of my emotions & thoughts here..
  • I don’t want to keep it as a secret any longer, it’s ‘anchor’ heavy on my heart.
  • I hope you could enjoy my experience, maybe even learn something valuable.
  • I hope she’d read it one day even though it’s a heart-slaughtering story.

2005
I was 18 & ready to join the army.

I passed the tests to be a Navy SEAL and I still had a few months before I was to put my uniform on and start my 5 years service.
The unit invited all the young candidates to the base to watch the finishing ceremony of one of the hardest military courses in the world, we were just about to go through.

By coincidence, there was a girl that lived just a few kilometers from the base. This girl was the x of a good friend of mine and I stumbled upon her by chance at a big night club I was working at and we’ve become friends instantly.

She invited me after the ceremony to pay a visit in her place..
I arrived.. the chemistry kicked in right away between her & the young wild me, all curled up, fit, looking for trouble and irresponsibly living until…

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Cormoran Lee
Cormoran Lee

Written by Cormoran Lee

I pour my heart involuntarily into words, since I found that writing is the ultimate solution for a nightmarish sailing journey. I can still connect with you :)

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