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Sexual Healing/Harassment

Cormoran Lee
3 min readAug 12, 2020

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15 friends.
A bar.
I take a walk alone.
Who’s that girl alone.
Hi, what’s your name?
Would you like to join?
Symbiotic.
Just friends.
Tomorrow.
It’s today.
Dinner.
Friends.
Many friends.
Too many.
We didn’t speak yet.
Maybe a hi.
Maybe a smile.
She goes home.
Hey wait.
Feel like watching a movie?
No thanks.
See you tomorrow maybe.
Give me your number.
Tomorrow is today.
She sends a message.
What are your plans?
To hike with you.
Afternoon.
Green tea. Lots.
Chemistry. Flows.
Hiking.
Rocks.
Ocean.
Sunset.
Sun peeking between the palm trees.
Can I hug you?
5 minutes hug.
Almost falling down the cliff.
It’s a match.
Hiking.
Running.
Sweating.
Sitting.
Together.
Closer.
Holding each other like wild bats.
Carresing gently like big cats.
Almost a kiss.
Not yet.
Saving the punch.
Tiptoes exhilaration.
Dinner.
Cooking.
Talking.
Talking.
Talking.
She stays, she goes, who knows.
She stays.
We kiss.
We sleep.
We flow.
No sex.
Not even close.
Best hugs.
Best smiles.
Best moments.
Simple moments.
No pepper, no salt, no sugar needed.
Thanks.
No artificial sweeteners.
It’s just right.
She goes home.
Early, very early.
I work.
She texts.
She comes.
Today is the day.
Just like every day.
To live it, to do it, to love it.
To love her.
Not enough time.
We stopped counting and the time stopped.
Tea, bedtime.
It’s late.
Camomile.
It’s been a while.
We’re energized under the sheets.
I cannot fall asleep, nor counting those sheeps.
She’s…

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Cormoran Lee
Cormoran Lee

Written by Cormoran Lee

I pour my heart involuntarily into words, since I found that writing is the ultimate solution for a nightmarish sailing journey. I can still connect with you :)

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