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Tomorrow she’ll be gone sexual encounters
A deserted city in overseas Italy..
Raped me to realize, I don’t fancy vacations.
Fast pizza slices on the go, standing in line, astray?
Tomorrow she’ll be gone sexual encounters, betray!
Sun-kissed pebbles destroyed flight tickets to elsewhere..
Where it might be better than here, better than life.
To die just in front of our doorstep, before we could open the…. heart.
I miss her
Prior to depression
When I was younger, enough
to notice..
I don’t quite know
My mother misses me
Prior to depression
When I was younger, enough
to not notice..
Her flaws, now I know.
Why I couldn’t be with her.
Playthings of adults,
Seem to terrify me.
Nostalgic, my father with his worn old tools — of I told you so.
Functional am I? sufficiently..
To make it through another day without running too fast.
As a child I used to run away, successfully..
Away from my grown up shadow, it always…
